Thursday, June 24, 2010

"suhaani....... ek prem kahani"

ye kahani sach ho ya na ho haqeeqat me ghatna ghati ho ya na par mere khayalo me ye kahani aaj bi haqeeqat bankar jinda hai boht taaza hai wo yaade jo mai hamesha meri behen se bantna chahti thi,par uske pas na to samay tha meri baato ke liye aur na he meri baato ko samazne wali samaz............
ek ladki hai boht pyari jaisa uska naam suhani hai waisi hi wo hai,par uske naam se bilkul alag thi uski kismat...suhana to kuch bi na tha uske jivan me.
Bachpan to naazo me jiya usne par besharte ye tha ke ek din usko is nazakat ki boht bhari kimat chukani hogi.... pyar karna wo bi kisi se bi aur sabse to jaise uska apnahe ek alag andaz tha pyar karne ka tarika bi bemisal tha anmol tha uska khayal uske pehchan walo me,boht samazdar thi par najane sab kuch accha hote hote bi kyu itna bura huya ki.........
jane anjane use SAGAR se pyar hogaya sagar koi jaan pehchan wala nai tha colony me rehta tha,suhani use aata jate dekha karti thi dekhne ka silsila boht dino tak chala pata nai kya hua ek din dekhne dekhne me he dono ne ek dusre ko smile de di,ankho ankho me baate chalti rahi ek din achanak colony ki kirana dukan pe dono ek dusre se rubaru huye,kisi tarah baat ki aur apna no. diya,kisi ke ghar me dono ki dosti par koi rok rukavat nai thi.........
sagar hamesha suhani ko ek boht he karibi aur acche dost ke roop me dekhta tha,par saal bhar ki jaan pehchan me suhani chahne lagi thi sagar ko,kehne ki koshish karti thi wo usse kehti bi thi kabi kabi par sagar samaz nai pata tha ke kya kahe aur har baar baat ko mazak me taal deta tha,
suhani sagar se pyar ki saari huddein par chuki thi kya kya sapne dekhti thi aur sagar har muskurahat ke sath uski unbuni baato me sagar ki ha kabul leti thi,
rahi sagar ki baat to wo to khud bi nai jaanta tha ki aakhir uske mann me suhani ke prati kya tha jo wo hamesha usi ke bareme sochta rehta tha,
kabi pyar samazta kabi dosti..........
ek din boht himmat juta kar suhani ne sagar se sab keh diya ki sagar ke liye uske mann me kya hai wo sab keh diya jo kewal wo sochti thi siway sagar ke kisise kehna bi nai chahti thi,
uska bolna shuru he tha ke sagar ko boht tez gussa aa gaya aur chilla kar suhani se kehne laga
"
muze ye sab faltu baato me interest nai hai na tha,muze pata tha ye hone wala hai mere sab dost sach kehte the ke ek ladka ladki kabi dost nai ban sakte kisi na kisi ke mann me hulchul ho he jati hai aur pyar ho jata hai..... mere raste me se hut jao jo karna hai karo par mere samne kabi mat aana mai tumhe nai janta na he koi rishta rakhna hai tumse...chali jao kahi bas chali jao kahi dur............"
shayad bhagwan jaise us waqt sagar ki har baat sun raha tha hona wahi tha jo sagar na kaha suhani ko boht sadme me aa gayi aur badkismati ki shuruwat ho gayi itni buri ho gayi kismat ki wo laut ke ghar bi na poch payi gadi chalata chalate uska accident ho gaya,aur sagar ko chutkara mil gaya,
kehte hai na "ek tarfa pyar me kabi jeet nai hoti............."
aur bina kuch kahe bina kuch bataye apne dil me dard aur pyar dabaye suhani chali gayi ,
sannate me najane kaha se ek din sagar ko suhani ki yaad aayi aur usne samza ki suhani se pyar karta aur jindgi me sanso ki tarah basi suhani ki kami use khalne lagi..........
marta kya na karta wo kuch na kar saka bas rota raha apni kismat par.....
suhani jane ke bad samza ke use pyar tha...
kya hota agar wo pehle keh deta,kya hota agar wo pehle jaan leta....
aaj suhani hoti aur sagar hota aur dono sang me hote.......
isse bura aur kuch nai ho sakta tha pyar ka anjaam...........
"chaman...........meri rachna"
isse jyada aur na muzse socha gaya aur na kuch likha gaya
accha hai ke ye kewal ek kahani hai.....
lekin badi suhani hai..........

Thursday, June 17, 2010

ae kaash..........

ae kaash ke hote hum wo dhul jo tumare kadmo tale chume jate..
ae kaash ke hote hum wo hawa jo tumari sanso me sama jate..
ae kaash ke hote hum wo labz jo tumari zuba se lipat jate..
ae kaash ke hote hai hum wo nazar jo tumari ankho me bas jate..
ae kaash ke hote hum wo muskurahat jo tumare chehre ki shoba bhadate..
ae kaash ke hote hum wo aansu jin me tum apna dukh jatate..
ae kaash ke hote hum wo sach jise aap hamesha apnate..
ae kaash ke hote hum wo pal jise aap hamesha yaad karte..
ae kaash ke hote hum wodil jo aapke sine me dhadakte..
ae kaash ke hote hum wo jivan jo aapki apni jindagi kehlate..
ae kaash ke hote hum wo barish ki pehli bund jo aapke mann ko chhu jate..
ae kaash ke hote hum wo sab kuch ki hum aapke ho jate,
aur bas aapke he kehlete....